1. When someone very close to your heart frustrates you and yet you are deathly afraid of losing him?
2. When you feel like you're so bad thinking about your frustrations about him that you're afraid you're so ungrateful already, someone might take him away from you?
2.When you feel like you've done everything and yet it seems like the person isn't meeting you halfway? Or am I expecting too much?
3. When the company you work for was bought by another company and they are now removing your department cause it's not part of their organizational structure?
4. When you find out that you get to keep your job while people you have fun working with will lose theirs?
Blech! I am really in a confused state right now. So many things happening that I could not even keep up. Right now all I want to do is go somewhere far far away to have peace of mind - or at least claer my mind off things for a short while. But that's just it, you get to clear it for a while and when you're back, the same problems remain.
Aaaarggh!
