Less of the Allergy, More of the Dreaming

Good morning! I am up and about. The allergies have subsided somewhat but there are still traces of some splotches so I decided to stay at home and communicate with the office via AIM.

Now that I am up and about and have no one to talk to, I got to really think of where I want to be in the next couple of years. I realized I didn't want to be in the contact center industry forever! And it may sound like a simple dream or I may sound crazy, but all I ever want to do is be a stay at home wife (or mom in the future if God allows). I know not all the we plan is in accordance with God's plan but I hope he hears my prayer - prayer of thanks for the corporate experience and the salary that went along with it; a prayer request to make me a stay at home wife/mother in the near future, caring for my own family- my husband and kids.

Overwhelmed

Have you ever felt overwhelmed by your dreams? Like you want to do a lot of different things at once?

Well, that's exactly how I feel right now. I feel like I've so much I want to do that 24 hours in a day isn't enough. First off, I want to learn photography, may be join a class. In connection with that, I'd like to take a trip to different places and just take pictures - lots of pictures. A Digital SLR camera is already in the works and I may be getting that around the end of this year but that's not an essential. I have my S3 and I want to put that to good use first. I guess I've been bitten by the photography bug huh?

Second on my list is HipHop dance classes. I know, I know, it's quite far out but really, I'd like to try joining a class one of these days. Anyone know any classes?

Third on my list is kick boxing. It interests me because I'd realy love to lose these extra weight.

And last but not the least, is learn how to drive. Well, a car is in plan but not in the nearest future. But hey, it's not bad to learn while the car isnt here - isn't it?

tsk tsk, overwhelming wants. I don't even know if I need these lol!

Dreming of the Past

I dreamt about the past a while ago. It is still fresh in my memory. Contrary to what I read about forgetting your dreams a minute after you wake up. Wierd but I am always like this. I seldom forget what i dream about.

Last night's dream sort of disoriented me. I dreamt about our old house in Project 6. The dream was so vivid! The house was exactly how it was when we lived there, even the furnitures that have long been sold or thrown away was there. It was like the past and the present merged into one. Hubby was there. I was in my present age. Even my family. It would've been a typical dream, had it not been for that someone from my past.

He was there, with me and hubby. In the living room. The scene changes and hubby and I were talking at the front door, hubby was telling me: "Hon, he wants to talk to you. I think he wants to apologize and tell you he wants you back." I was dumbfounded. True enough, a few seconds after, he peeked in the door and said he was about to leave and asked if he could talk to me for a couple of minutes. Hubby nodded and I obliged.

He indeed apologized for what he did to me way back. He said he was really sorry and that he still loved me and wanted me back. I was about to tell him no, that I am happily married when my mom called me and asked me to give something before that guy left. And that was when I woke up. Jolted awake by hubby's embrace.

Why am I even dreaming about this guy? Someone from a long long time ago. I was not even thinking about him for ages! I know it may not mean anything, the dream just got me a bit suprised when I woke up. Sigh. If we could only decipher what our dreams mean.

The Dreamer in Me

When I was a kid, I remember my mom leaving for the US and coming home with a lot of stories about the wonderful places she went to. The place that stuck to my mind was Universal Studios Orlando in Orlando, Florida. I don't know why. I grew up with Disney, I wonder why Disneyland never really stuck with me. lol!

Eversince then, I have always dreamed of going to Universal Studios and enjoying the rides and attraction but the closest I came to was Enchanted Kingdom in Laguna. (lol!)It doesn't even come close to Universal Studios but it'll do - for now. :)

So, I enetered my dream world again and started browsing through the Universal Studios Orlando site and looked for really great deals on Universal Studios Tickets. My husband was really looking at me like I was some crazed woman. His eyes saying I am wasting my time looking for deals I am not even taking. I shrugged him off. It's my day today and I have every right to dream. Dreams are free, aren't they?

besides, I just know, one day, I'll be standing at the center of that theme park, wide-eyed with childlike wonder, mouth agape, freeing the child in me.

What can I say, I'm a dreamer and I always dream big.