Forgiveness

I am drained. Emotionally. Physically. Mentally.

The parasite has left the vicinity. Placed in a rehab somewhere. Thank goodness! Finally people here have opened their eyes and I only have God to thank for His miracle! We have been given hope and a new lease on life.

It's not easy though as A has left a lot of debt piled up. Debts that are due this May. Not to mention the bills this month. Aargh! If someone gave me a knife I could've stabbed that guy and chopped him to pieces! Gory and brutal, I know. It's just that it breaks my heart to see my in-laws so lost, not knowing where in the world they would get all that money. Sigh! All in God's graces and mercy. I just hope that when A gets out of that place, he, with God's help, would do his best to help his parents rebuild what was broken.

So, if you would ask me "have I forgiven him?" I would honestly tell you, "not yet". I guess it's true what Kris Aquino said, forgiveness is a process and I know in time, with God's help, I would find it in my heart to forgive him.