April 10, 2007

Forgiveness

I am drained. Emotionally. Physically. Mentally.

The parasite has left the vicinity. Placed in a rehab somewhere. Thank goodness! Finally people here have opened their eyes and I only have God to thank for His miracle! We have been given hope and a new lease on life.

It's not easy though as A has left a lot of debt piled up. Debts that are due this May. Not to mention the bills this month. Aargh! If someone gave me a knife I could've stabbed that guy and chopped him to pieces! Gory and brutal, I know. It's just that it breaks my heart to see my in-laws so lost, not knowing where in the world they would get all that money. Sigh! All in God's graces and mercy. I just hope that when A gets out of that place, he, with God's help, would do his best to help his parents rebuild what was broken.

So, if you would ask me "have I forgiven him?" I would honestly tell you, "not yet". I guess it's true what Kris Aquino said, forgiveness is a process and I know in time, with God's help, I would find it in my heart to forgive him.

2 comments:

danielle said...

that's wonderful that he is gone, and that he is in rehab! hopefully that will help... but good luck to you in cleaning up the mess he made! and good luck in your forgiveness, too...

NYREE said...

Thanks Danielle. It's pretty hard but with God's help we are going to survive.

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